OH?! THERE'S MORE!

i forgot to mention the MANY surgeries due to the car accident that i was in which i had to have on my palate (in my throat) and at least 4 or 5 years of SPEECH THERAPY i had to have in order for people to understand me. I USED TO HAVE TO COMMUNICATE WITH PEOPLE WITH A LETTER BOARD TAPED ON MY WHEELCHAIR TRAY. i also forgot the SEIZURES i've had because of my traumatic brain injury. i think i've only had 3 or 4 in my life but trust me- you NEVER want to have a seizure in your life. THANKS TIM AND DEBBIE! i would've MUCH rather paid a damn settlement over go through the shit i've had to in life- AND I'M NOT DONE GOING THROUGH THE SHIT EITHER! *claps excitedly* i'm so excited to think of all the shit i have to be kept from doing because i'm too damn disabled to because of a TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY i got from the car accident i was in because someone figured it was cool to drink and drive. i haven't been able to get married OR have children yet BECAUSE I WAS TOO FUCKIN BUSY TRYING TO LIVE MY DAMN LIFE. LITERALLY. I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?! *ROLLS EYES* GET BENT. i don't expect any of you to read this because people tend to ignore everything bad they've done to another person outta guilt and ignorance ESPECIALLY when accusing someone of being "ungrateful" when they were the CAUSE of the problem. WHY THE FUCK AIN'T I MORE GRATEFUL FOR THE SHIT I'VE BEEN FORCED TO GO THROUGH WHEN I WASN'T EVEN THE DIRECT CAUSE OF IT?! for the millionth time- i hadn't even been drinking A DROP of alcohol the day of the accident which is evident because i got so fucked up in the accident because i didn't have alcohol to PARALYZE MY IMMUNE SYSTEM. OH YEAH! I FORGOT THE MANY (PROBABLY CLOSE TO HUNDREDS) OF BOTOX INJECTIONS AND SURGERIES I HAD TO HAVE IN ORDER TO GET MY BODY (BOTOX TO OPEN MY HANDS BECAUSE THEY WERE CLOSED AFTER THE ACCIDENT, MANY INJECTIONS TO MY NECK SO I COULD HOLD MY HEAD UP, IN MY ARMS AND LEGS SO I WOULDN'T HAVE MUSCLE TONE) PARTS FUNCTIONING BETTER! ..but YEAH.. let's bitch about how someone who had to go through ALL that shit is "UNGRATEFUL". SHUT THE FLYING FUCK UP. like NONE of the shit i was forced to go through EVEN MATTERS because you had to pay money. IF YOU'D LIKE TO TRADE SPOTS WITH ME (TURNING TIME BACK)- I'D BE UP FOR IT!.. moron.